me at 38

Disclaimer: Photographer shown in photo actually aged 37 at time of photo. Photographer is at-this-minute not in a Culver City hotel room as pictured.

Disclaimer: Photographer shown in photo actually aged 37 at time of photo. Photographer is at-this-minute not in a Culver City hotel room as pictured.

Tonight I finished spotting and colour-correcting around 118 images that will make up an on-demand photo book of images seen on this site over the last few years. Since I post here less than I used to I felt like pulling all of the shots that I thought were my best from the site together into a book would be a nice exercise and also serve as a tangible archive for myself and anyone else interested.
Over the past three and a half years I feel like I have progressed with photography and I do have a much better grasp of what I want to photograph and why. In fact, I now have the knowledge that I do want to photograph which wasn’t really on my radar back in early 2003. I still pause before calling myself a photographer half the time but I also can’t rightly just call it a hobby at the same time. Except for a couple of photos that I’ve taken “on assignment,” I take photos for myself and don’t really have any urge to become a “pro.” But as my primary mode of expression, photography means far too much to me to think of myself as a hobbyist.
But why is it that with 4 years of a Fine Arts BA distantly behind me, calling myself “an artist” also seems like the wrong title — or maybe too connected to a world that despite my education I never pursued. It’s not that I don’t think I’m good enough. I feel like there is so much more I can do and learn but I am also truly proud of some of the images I’ve made. I realize that these are sort of get-over-yourself kind of questions and their answers aren’t critical to my sanity or anything but there is still a part of me that feels a twinge of “shit or get off the pot” on occasion.
Maybe I just owe it to myself to spend the time I need to realize what is the most comfortable “next level” is for me and photography and to probably respect myself enough to call myself a photographer and an artist and worry about what those terms might mean later. Just taking the photos is the important part after all.
Okay… internal monologue over. As you were.

Gayla has just released a beautiful calendar filled with her botanical images.
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“Get inspired through 12 months in the garden. This full color calendar features 30 rich garden and botanical images along with a selection of organic gardening tips, growing techniques, and creative ideas. Learn about tasty edible flowers, growing great garlic, making your own seed-starting mix and more. Photography and text by Gayla Trail creator of the acclaimed gardening website YouGrowGirl.com and author of You Grow Girl: The Groundbreaking Guide to Gardening.”

We launched a new version of SUPERfantastico today. It’s taken us a long time to get all the pieces together and it’s really great to have passed a phase. There’s still lots of work to be done to get where we want to be but we are really happy with what’s there now. Take a peek, we even have a few photo-related products and we’ll be adding more soon.

Photos from the recent Photogrammetry show are now on sale. The prints are 7″ x 10.5″ and there is a single print of each photo available.
Please also take a look at the beautiful prints that Gayla has for sale.
© Davin Risk